i wish i was hot, i hope my dreams come true. hope the future comes out to be like i want it now. i can only hope.

don't feel good at all. don't deserve to be here or anywhere. i strongly regret my existence/birth. i mean it. strongly. fuck my birth. now i have to live for the next 40 or 60, maybe 70 something years? wtf, i never asked for this. fml.