:/ christmas doesn't feel like it used to anymore, i feel like i try to much to make it feel like it should. Today sucked. drawing/hw sucks. i hate everything today. im not suppose to feel this way, especially today, but for some reason i got really sad right after i got my gifts, i just felt bad for no reason at all. I want don't want tm to come, im going to try and just sleep it off. goodnight sleeping with a sad face and crying on christmas day. that is just wrong, and shouldn't happen