their is no hope anymore. happiness has left my body. i will never be happy again. i don't wanna talk to anyone in school tm if i go. i just wanna be my depressed self. nothing can cheer me up at this point. its not gonna happen. i wanna run away. i think i should. if i can't be happy. if i can't leave this world. i should just run away. this world is just full of let down's. and i can't take it anymore. their is no hope for me anymore :'( im too deep in the hole to get over you. you will never see my smile again..