i tried..i tried...i tried. all it got me was a heartache :/ im really leaving you alone now. im really leaving all this alone (i hope) i don't want to look at your fb, twitter status's, or anything anymore. I am so down with myself. i can't do anything. it sucks. it fucking sucks. but im leaving everything behind me now. no more computer. sad music and just doing my projects. being sad..that's what my future will always hold. being sad, you know why...bc you are going to be the only girl i could never get over bc you were so perfect. I loved you so much. looking back at your previous txt's i wonder where your love for me goes..bc i wanna go where it goes. I am going to be spending the next couple of days, weeks, months, years..crying, listening to little motel, and thinking of you all the time. I love you jackie, i'm sorry i had to be this way, from the bottom of my heart, i honestly wish i wasn't like this either. Goodbye .