i don't wanna feel like this anymore, i hate it so much, im in so much pain right now, i don't want it anymore, it hurts too much. Please just go away i don't want to feel like this ever in my life, this is like the worst nightmare, and the horrible part is that its real. I want to stop crying. i just want someone to cry on right now so badly, i can't handle this at all. PLS TAKE THE PAIN AWAY! My heart can't handle this, im going to be alone forever. i can't make anybody happy....i want everything back the way it used to be. i wish i was never born. i REALLY didn't want to say that but no words can describe how i feel right now but that. everything hurts

I can't help but to still strongly be in love with you. I don't want to be in love, it hurts. why do i love you so much...it hurts. it hurts when you can't get what you love the most. it hurts more than anything life can throw at you, i mean that. Life sucks so bad. why am i so convinced that there no doubt about it good in you, and even though you said you didn't love or that it wasn't there, i still am convinced idk why, that its there. maybe i just need to wait. You know what the truth is, Ugly People don't get what they want, they never do, why am i ugly. Broken for Life.