i feel like all this memories don't mean as much as they do to me. I really hope all those memories me and you made weren't for nothing. They mean so much to me, those memories really were me and my happiest moments, i hope you don't let that go, if you let that go, you let me as in my inner self lose hope (as in me). i can't stop thinking about all this memories we made, and it hurts to think that this memories are just going to be gone forever....

.....i hope you know i cannot stop thinking about you everyday, pls be mine and only mine, bc i finally know what i want in life, the only thing i want in life to keep forever, and that's you Jackie..