you are the only one i love the most..its going to hurt the most to see you go real soon..i hope you miss me, bc i am going to miss you so very much. im going to figure out the train system to go to new york and visit you, if you'd let me, i hope you'll let me. im not going to ask you though, i just hope you somehow sense it and invite me to come to visit you whenever we both need each other. this first week of school isn't going to go well for me...i've given up all hope for me and only me :((((( its just not worth it anymore to try with your heart and fail with embarressment...im sad, i hope i get happy soon for the good reason's and it stay's like that for a really really long time. but i highly doubt that, happyness is never sure of :/