no one ever considers my feelings with anything they do, say, or want. never. or they just don't consider them as much as i do. idk, i always consider everybodies feelings a lot of the time, even when im alone. it just really makes me sad, it really makes me feel more unimportant to life or anybody. i think if anybody ever considers my feelings for anything, it would be the nicest thing they could ever do for me, i guess you can say romantic too. This all makes me really fucking sad though, i hope i drown in that fucking river tm, everythings so fucking cruel to me. I hate fucking everything and everybody, they all make me angry and sad. i can't remember the last time i was happy for a really long time. i really do fucking hope i drown tm in this mother fucking river. sleeping in tears again ..