i won't get this off my mind. what happens a week from today i hope will not ruin me. im pretty angry right now. girls just piss me off in general. when we were little and said girls are evil i feel is true. when they are in a relationship, the guy never flirts with anybody or make it seem like it. Yet the girls always talk to other guys or do a little flirting with guys. being nice is not an excuse at all. if the guy is flirting with you, try to avoid it like the bf would do. girls just never consider there guys feelings ever, they think its alright bc nothing is happening. But you don't understand that it still hurts us a lot and makes us very jealous. how would girls feel if the guy did that with there gf's feelings. seriously. Give the same respect that you are given. I can't help it that i get jealous all the time, i try my best not to show it, but when it goes on for too long or too far, that's when you have to tell them wtf is going on. Seriously, i am NEVER going to date a girl like what i just said ever! Not all girls are the same, but a good most of them are. That makes it way more hard to ever find someone you can actually trust and like. Nobody i know is not like that except adrian's gf marisol. I truly think adrian is really lucky to have someone like her. Its almost impossible now a day's to find a girl like that. Unless they change, im not going to date anybody like that. Im going to be straight up with them. This is why im always going to be single. This is my problem. Im a fucking bitch. Maybe if i was emotionless and didn't give a fuck about anything, then i would be able to live with myself. but i am cursed with this BITCHASS feelings. I am so fucking angry right now. everybody pisses me the fuck off, i will never let anything go, nothing will ever change. I want to fucking punch every fucking bitch right now. i hate you all.. How about everybody stops being a bitch and be fucking simple. gn