i will never have you......i am crying so much, its uncontrollable, i can't breath at all, my heart is pounding on my chest so hard, breathing heavily and fast. I can't stop the crying, i just want you back, i just want us to be together forever. i wish tm you come here to hold me and tell me that you love me dearly, but that would never happen...and that makes everything hurt more...i feel like im dieing.